Why do I hurt so much from just talking to her? It's ******** up... I love buses... It's the best time for me to think. Just sit, watching day to day life and think about the life that has slowly turned to s**t... I decided on something... I ain't good enouth for Emma, and I will give up on her... And just be friends... The other boys are ten times better then me... And she deserves that. sad
Edit: I wrote her a noted while I was drunk... And she read it... I thought I deleted it, but I didn't... And she read is and said... "You're stupid when you are drunk, that's all I'm gonna say." I have had it... You know this is the first time I have actually had feelings for someone (properly) in over a year... And now it's over... Once again, Mark loses.
BTW: I changed my name for reasons to do with this whole situation...
Markman Fighting Crime · Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 09:50pm · 1 Comments |