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April 9th.... that is a date that will stick in my mind forever *giggles and spins around* Things couldn't be better as far as my new found love *huggles Steven tightly*

Now.... my former love is a different story. Everytime I turn around he is doing or saying something else that sets my emotions into overdrive. I can't really blame him for that though... I am leaving him and I did the same to him when he tried to leave me for another girl. I begged and pleaded for him not to leave.... I was so ready to let him have us both, and he actually considered it. How could I trust someone that is willing to do that. I don't understand myself sometimes. I should have known this wasn't going to work, but I still tried my hardest. I gave everything of myself to try and be happy with him... it just wasn't meant to be. I do know that regaurdless of all his faults he was really a nice guy, I'll miss that side of him. I just wish he would let me go and let me live my life....