Ugh, I hate myself. I could never have a real lover. Like someone who loves me and always will because of how I am. I have some people who truly care, but I dont know for how much longer. Sooner or later my ways will drive them off like so many others in the past. Im surprised that some are still around. Luckily Joy has learned how to help me without getting pissed off at me. Some of my other friends dont even bother, they just ignore it while she takes care of it. I just cant help it if Im stupid like this though. I tell people but they dont believe me. Eh. Sometimes it sucks bad because I need social skills for my job and I get extremly unsocial during my 'periods'.
You should watch Shawn of the Dead. Its kinda sad in some parts, but overall funny and exciting. I want to see Hot Fuzz when it comes out. Looks good. Gotta love some of the British things. God knows they make better movies than most Americans. Its all just tits and gore nowadays. I want to cry.
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