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i guess i am victim and villain.

we are all wrong and none of us are right.
i know what i need to do but dam it is really hard to do, god i hate pride! i hate when people try to control one an other. the only thing that dont want to happen is that nothing will be learned for all of this, dues that really matter ? i dont know. we are all just ( and yes i am in that we) a bunch of hypocrites.
little things that is all it is ..... little thing and bad timing. i thing that all this mess is, is just unsaid feelings and a hole bunch a stress because of this dame play. if you dont say some thing it just slips when you dont want it to or when you are not even thinking. i really want all of this to be over but i dont want for people to not to be heard because then nothing will ever change.
i really dont like getting into fights because i become unbelievably cruel and which is never good for any one but some times i fell i really need to be honest. i wonder how this will all end i can see only one of three outcomes.

there is just so stuff i need to get of my chest, but this is not the place for that. i am really sic of little things, little things that i dont know how to take them nor what they mean.