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This is not Akia....But her split speaking. That makes sense. You should do what your mind and heart both tell you. Be strong if you can. If you can't then rely on Akia...and me. Rely on the ones you love...they'll understand more then you think. The man was wrong by the way. The problem has nothing to do with your sexual preference. It is a psychologial thing.....probably some buried trauma...But what do I know....I was created from trauma. Sorry...maybe a split shouldn't say anything...but Akia is to shy to offer advice to anyone...or to even read this.

I'm not going to ignore this entry. D<

Stop going if all it's doing is making you miserable. See how it feels when you stop going; if it's better, then continue to stop going.

I'm sorry, this is a random comment, but I think you should stop going too. I've had bad experiences with counsellors/therapists/psychiatrists/etc and I tell you nothing is like being able to open up to your partner. Whoever you are going to, if he is so close-minded about who you date, how knows what else he is going to be judgmental about, or what else he refuses to listen to? It doesn't sound like he is helping. Your love is what will get you through whatever bad things you are going through, and it is your love that will resolve them or help ease their effect. I would stop going. Speaking from experience, that is what was best for me, and it was my boyfriend's support and the love we share that made me feel -happier- about the -future-... not just less-sad about bad things that had happened in the past. And you share that love with -your- boyfriend, but the sound of it. So I would embrace that, and not care about what anyone else things. You have that love. You don't need anything else~

I hope this comment wasn't too random, or that I was being rude by commenting in the first place xD;

I believe that is the first time that you actually used that word in your journal.