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I had this whole outpouring and rantish thing i was gonna do...had it all worded in my head last night and said I'd type it up today. Yeah...kinda rember about...none of it so yeah...>>

So insted I'm just gonna Ramble....

My life...hmm...well i wouldn't say its going to hell but it sure as hell is crumbling around me ^^ My grades are horrible by any standards, my GPA is..hell I dunno if i even have a GPA. My family probebly is about to come down on me hard and all I'll do is look at them like thier idiots and shrug. Becuase this is what they'll do: Get onto me about something I can NO LONGER DO anything about and then not do a damn thing other than punish me to try and change what will happen. Seeing as thats had such a great success rate so far. Idiots. But at least my love is still around. If it wasn't for her...I dunno...I'd probebly be very depressed...hm...but I think I may be holding her back and down...and i don't want to do that...;sigh; ah well i'll think that over some more and talk to her about it huh? ^^ Unless she reads this XD Then we'll probebly talk about it a bit faster than my thoughts gather but eh. Thats something I like about her. She keeps me on my feet ^^

Umm...ohter than that...nothing really....done with state tests....AP testing is coming up soon and so are finals...i'm about 5 chapters behind in my english book adn have zip for the journal. So yeah....Oh well.