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Everyone has some sort of hero. Sometimes they are people we look up to. Other times, they save us in times of crisus or when we about to fall off the edge.

Today, i would like to talk about a hero of mine who has saved me many times from falling off the edge. many close friends may know who I am talking about.

now this hero is not someone nearby but someone i ahven't spoken too in a long time. He is a hero in my mind....in my memory. I know it's odd and a bit immature to some people, but he has gotten me out of situations that would have ******** me over.

If it weren't for this hero, I would've given myself to mr nine inch tower.

if it weren't for this hero, I would have lost my virginity to a spiral obsessed, tyrant.

If it weren't for this hero, I would not have gotten away from being in love with love.

If it werent' for this person, I would not have been reminded of how complete and whole I was befroe this whole thing with Dustin.

He is not a hero in the sense that I will be with him someday, becuase I knwo I will never see him again. But when I picture him, he fits my ideal and it is a reminder of what my heart desires. Kind of strange but it is so. He is someone I will never forget and I will never hate him.

And if you do happen to know who I am talking about, please refrain from stating his name. Thank you.