So right now I'm spending time atmy dad's house again. I'll be here for at most two weeks. Today is my second day over here, everything has been good so far: eat, watch TV, go on the computer, say 'hi' to dad's friends and my other family, stuff like that. Trying to be mature and not shy is a hard thing for me. Sometime during Nov I'll be an older brother... Whether I'll be happy or jealous about this new development is beyond me. The real world feels like it was made to be complex or perhaps thats just my perspective. Sooner or later I'll have to learn how to drive, get a job, earn money, gain experience to get that money, go to college, decide what college to go to, find out what I want to be as my career, where I want to live and etc etc....and there's the social life....
I think, I have a fear of reality, to me its just so much to think about. But if I don't do anything I'll become hesitant about everything and dependent on everyone.
....so many dilemmas...so little time....
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