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So I'm in Seward, NE.
It's an ok place.

It's small.. but not as small as Flemingsburg.
But all in all, I discovered the whole town within a day and a half, lol.

First off, I hate Benji's roomie. He's a total ******** douche. I'm not even joking. He isn't even tolerable. He takes everything as a joke, and will basically use you for his entertainment. I think he pretty much knows I no longer wish to ackknowledge him so he doesn't talk to me much when Benji goes to work.

God it sucks so much when Benji has to go to work, especially when we're both on the same sleeping schedule. Sigh.

I have the flu.. or something.
It's really starting to get to me emotionally.
Throbbing headaches, breaking into a sweat then getting really cold. God, it sucks so much.
It's toying with me, too. One hour, I'm feelin' really good so I start doing stuff. The next, i'm laying in bed.

But I'm happy. Not happy because I'm in Seward, no, I'm happy because I'm with the most wonderful guy in the world.

He's been babying me ever since I got sick.
And before that, even when I wasn't sick, he's still been a total sweetheart.

Except now, instead of buying me shirts and things, he's buying me medicine.. lol

I have alot on my mind.

Chris Benoit. I really do mourn for him and his family.
I'm really dying to know what was going through his mind when he did that.
Nevertheless, he was one of my favorite wrestlers, and I'm going to miss him alot.
I'm going to miss singing his theme song when he comes out.
I'm going to miss going "EEEE! AHHHH! &_O" when he does his high risk moves.

RIP, Benoit family.

In other news, Benji is coming back with me to MI. &3
The only problem is, is him getting out of the 6 month lease, and also since he's coming back with me, that means more money to save up for another ticket..

So yeah, I might not be back within exactly a month.
We still haven't settled on all the plans yet, first thing we have to do is get the money so we know for sure we can do anything in the first place.

But here's basically the jist of it:

-Get tickets to go to MI
-Live with parents for awhile of course, until we find a cheap little apartment we like. Mom said that wouldn't be too hard because their landlord has plenty of apartments up for rent. Yeaaah, our parent's got connections. B)
-Have his stuff sent to our place, using UPS

Yes, I know, I know.. It's not THAT easy, I'm aware of this. We just started planning, so yeah. Like I said, we just have to get the money so we can go on with those steps.

When Benji moves out, I'm going to kick his roomie in the crotch and go, "HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW!"
I swear I'm gonna.

Well I guess that's it.
I honestly don't know how everything's gonna work out.. my mind is pretty much racing.
That also may be the nyquil lingering, lol.

Guess we'll just have to wait things out.

Snootch to the noonch.

-Cheri

P.S. BTW, I'm in love.<3