Have you ever had something, but you just couldn't stop it? And then someone whom is involved just wishing they were normal?
Usually I don't write in this, nor do I think of planning on writing often. But recently so many things have happened, and, well, I wonder if I am gifted and cursed.
It is a curse, I know. And I have unwillingly dragged her in, as well as who knows who else. I cannot live with that kind of pain.
I am easily affected to emotions. I feel like crying. I did not wish to do what I have done, but it is unavoidable. I just... hope... everything can be okay, even if it will never be 'normal' again.
· Sat Nov 07, 2009 @ 02:06am · 0 Comments