Sigh Its probably retarded saying this in a Journal for all to see... I'm Jealous of all my friends... I love them all to Death but... sometimes I really wish i could live life more like them... go to school... have fun... live somewhere where I can walk places or go to see people... and most of all.... Be with them... have fun stories to tell about them... Like... I'm Especially jealous of Kate, She gets to see Shelby (Nii-Chan) and Other Shelby (Mikami) alot... spend the night at their houses.. Go with them places... and do fun things with them... Sigh Im jealous of them all really... I just... try and leave it behind... Because... my Friends are like my Life... To tell the truth... I Hate my Family, My Sisters Emmy and Jenny are Bitches, emmy is a Total Whore then throws a thong in my face and i yell at her and then become the one being yelled at... -_- and Jenny tries to take advantage of my Baby Sitting, tells me she will pay me later, Drops her Child on me for hours and hours... I Love my Nephew Chase, But he can be a god damn Handfull at 6 AM And i wanna go to bed stressed My only Sister I do like is Julie, She is nice to me, Really Nice... Because she kinda understands me... and Her Husband Jon, Is Like... A Friend ^^ When they moved they wanted to take me with them... LOL, ^^ But that would just take me even farther from my friends... sigh my Mom always sides with my sister and is overprotective... I get a sunburn and she starts ******** freaking out about me getting Skin Cancer -___________- My Dad is a Jackass who makes me work all damn day... i had a bad cold in the middle of Winter onces with the snow up to my Knees... And he has me carrying giant Boxes of Steel down to the barn... I felt like i was going to Die i was so sick after that... I hate how my Mother thinks its best for me if im homeschooled... I wish i could go to school with my friends *After i catch up to them... Aka once i enter highschool...* And all the people down here are BITCHES so... Yeah it sucks... I Wish i could live with my Grandmother and be able to actually ******** see my friends... Because... they are all i have.
Love, Rukiaheartdomokun
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