so i lay here thinking. thinking about life so far. i have done many things i wished i never had. hurting those around me and also myself. pushing people away or people that just leave me. 22 years old, nothing to currently look foward too. i know life has it's ups and downs but by now i would think it should be my turn to have my ups. i am tired of looking down all the time. LET ME BE HAPPY!!! i am tired of being some one else amusement. i know right now for a very fact that someone is laughing at me, because if they weren't i would be happy. dam you and your games. i am tired of playing, pick on someone else. At least they have a chance of winning........ til next time LATERS!!!! hopefully it will be a better journal entry
ghostkill#1 · Thu Feb 03, 2011 @ 08:30pm · 0 Comments |