Ok today dad had a blow out. Don't get me wrong he would never hurt me I know. Well now physically; just hurts mentaly. I guess I feel responsible in a way. I didn't sleep much last night, and I took something that did didilly squat. Any way I nor my bro, got up when he wanted us to and he went ballistic! I was sereously scared. If you know me I don't cry for anything, maybe thats why I get migranes....Well I couldn't help it. OPart due to this and part due to my body saying " IT's ABOUT DNM GOOD TIME", and partially that I'm off my meds. So currently I'm a ticking time bomb. My uncle has gotten diagnosed with liver cancer, and we don't know if he wiil live for the six months it takes to get registered for a transplant. Then with all the S@#T Obama is doing with the health care I'd be surprised if he ever will. Lokk i'm getting teary agian. I guess I'm just a little depressed. I'm even thinking thing I haven't since I was put on meed stablizers. It's not like i'm crazy or anything. It's just I get depressed, then manic, and technically it scares me. I guess I just needed to cent a little. Not only this happens while I'm off my meds, but my straight turn lesbo turn straight turn lesbo turn straight just moved back with her two daughters, I met kody agian yesterday, but I don't think I'm prepared for meeting HER.
Any feed back is accepted.
justcallmekinn · Sun Aug 02, 2009 @ 09:56pm · 0 Comments