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hi. (:
so i went for my first dance class a few days ago.
i'm taking comtemporary, beg. ballet, and beg. hip hop.
and just in case you didn't know, i'm doing this so i can join one of my best friends --who is a beautiful dancer-- in our school's advanced dance class.

i'm a gymnast, shy, and a bit of a tomboy, so dancing is not easy...
it's just so awkward moving so expressively like that.
so when i was dancing (horribly), i was really stiff and i looked really awkward. then the ballerinas (about 95% of the dancers were made up of pro ballerinas) kept staring at me. t'was kind of awkward. so i looked away.

next day i came for my hip hop and ballet class. that one ballerina who was staring at me was in a studio for advanced comtemp. and was staring at me again. so i fleed like the little coward i am.
i came back to see if it was time for class to start, and she was staring at me AGAIN. then more girls started staring at me and smiling in a way that made it look like they were laughing at me.

same thing happened in the locker room and i wonder if it's because i'm the only non-white/american person there, or if i'm really THAT bad.


personally, i think they're stuck-up beaches. D<
help?
even though nobody will ever really read this. -_-