Hey Biatch new blog..
well..my mom thinks im sick..and im really not..I think its just an excuse for me not to go to Meggys..neways..I have new new new hair..I luff it..
but I have to spray it black for baton competition..
which my mother also wouldnt let me to go practice..>.>
Eh..I hate it when people say I look/act like her..
just 2 days ago..Mr. A said when I walked in with guard makeup and hair..with blue lipstick and sunglasses..he thought I was my mom..
I walked down the hall and almost burst into tears..
Shes the last person i want to turn up like..
and my bro called me Lucretia..(her name..>.> dont be an a**)
oh..and she gave me a prayer journal..I know what they are cause meg had one...but she just wants to get in my head..
I cant stand living with her..
people dont understand how hard my life is here..
V.v
honors classes im failing because after I get home from band practice,
I have to clean/cook and get screamed at..
crying myself to sleep..
She even tells me that I need to lose weight..
what else can you say to someone who lost 15lbs in one week after starving themselves last year,,Sometimes I dream of being locked up in a mental hospital instead of her..maybe there she cant find me..
The main reason I want to move to Japan is that there..I couldnt be found, she wont know who I hang out with, how I dress, or what color/style my hair is this week..just to be left alone with my passions..music, animation, photography, love, hate, makeup, hair, and fashion..
Is that too much to ask for?
Oh and Im trying out for colorguard captain..
which..I doubt ill get this year..
since Lindsey and Kriston are..well..easier to look at by the Adkins..
>.> they go to church..they study..THEIR PARENTS ARE SANE..
and..well, they work well together,,
I just need a goddamn chance..
and I know our guard will be superior..
V.v but,,who can trust someone with purple hair?
Who knows what she will do next..
>.>
bitches..
leave a comment if you would like..
thanks.. stare
well..my mom thinks im sick..and im really not..I think its just an excuse for me not to go to Meggys..neways..I have new new new hair..I luff it..
but I have to spray it black for baton competition..
which my mother also wouldnt let me to go practice..>.>
Eh..I hate it when people say I look/act like her..
just 2 days ago..Mr. A said when I walked in with guard makeup and hair..with blue lipstick and sunglasses..he thought I was my mom..
I walked down the hall and almost burst into tears..
Shes the last person i want to turn up like..
and my bro called me Lucretia..(her name..>.> dont be an a**)
oh..and she gave me a prayer journal..I know what they are cause meg had one...but she just wants to get in my head..
I cant stand living with her..
people dont understand how hard my life is here..
V.v
honors classes im failing because after I get home from band practice,
I have to clean/cook and get screamed at..
crying myself to sleep..
She even tells me that I need to lose weight..
what else can you say to someone who lost 15lbs in one week after starving themselves last year,,Sometimes I dream of being locked up in a mental hospital instead of her..maybe there she cant find me..
The main reason I want to move to Japan is that there..I couldnt be found, she wont know who I hang out with, how I dress, or what color/style my hair is this week..just to be left alone with my passions..music, animation, photography, love, hate, makeup, hair, and fashion..
Is that too much to ask for?
Oh and Im trying out for colorguard captain..
which..I doubt ill get this year..
since Lindsey and Kriston are..well..easier to look at by the Adkins..
>.> they go to church..they study..THEIR PARENTS ARE SANE..
and..well, they work well together,,
I just need a goddamn chance..
and I know our guard will be superior..
V.v but,,who can trust someone with purple hair?
Who knows what she will do next..
>.>
bitches..
leave a comment if you would like..
thanks.. stare
