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No Confidence
The day that changed me was the day my mom was hit by a truck.I was only eight years old at the time. I didnt know what to think when I heard what happened to her. When they brought her home and I say her legs that really did something to mess with my head.Even up to now I feel that I have no confidence. I remeber that the doctors told my mom she would never walk again. Now thats what really made me loose confidense in myself. Now everyday I wake up I feel that I am missing something. It seems dumb but really do feel that something is missing in my life. Yeah I walk around with my head down, and im always quiet that because I have no confidence in myself to believe I can do anything. Or maybe im feeling this way because I never met my father. I wonder sometimes if he even thinks of me, or has he ever tried to find me. He was never there when I was a baby, he never showed me what being a man was all about, and he missed out on important events in my life. So I guess I may have found out what was missing from my life(confidence) BUT HOW DO i NOW GAIN CONFIDENCE TO BETTER MYSELF?
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