I got this off a story,so i didnt right it but xJazzminnex did.i just thought it explained how i feel and have felt for as long as i can remember.
I’m not sure what you can call this feeling.
Peaceful.
Hurt, maybe. Suicidal, even. Not like I want to take my life.
But if it was stolen from me, it would be alright .
A c c e p t a n c e. they key to everything, I suppose. You know that feeling –
When you don’t worry about tomorrow . or school . or grades . or the future . or friends.
or fights . or anything . like going outside and just sitting in the grass. Being able to smile, and mean it .
almost like you took a piece of paper wrote down
Every regret.
Every pinky swear - kept or not.
Every lie,
And every smile that was covered up, and folded the paper into a
[[perfect paper airplane]]
And cocked back your arm, closed your eyes, and let it fly.
Right over the edge.
Straight to hell.
Have you ever wanted to get into a car, and just drive . really fast. Away from everything, drive so fast that not even your own self can catch up to you. So fast that you don’t even exist. Nothing does. You’re just flying, with one person beside you. Not someone you necessarily have to be in love with, because hell if I know, that might not even be real. But someone who makes you happy. Someone who will fly with you. All you need, is the keys to the car. Keys to the happiness.
Keys to the chance.
And when the chance shows itself, you have to grab it with both hands. For it might not ever come again. And sometimes, that’s quite alright. Because sometimes its fun to see what else could happen.
But maybe,
You were meant to take that chance.
And maybe it’s not to late go reach back, and grab it.
Maybe, it could change your life.
Maybe it will help you meet the person
Who’s going to save you.
Take you away from all this.
Help you find the person, with the keys.
The person that found your perfect paper airplane,
And saved it from crashing.
Maybe that person was right next to you,
And maybe they always will be.
Forever.
GhostSmurf16 Community Member 
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