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hey guys! i'm sorry about my last entry, that was really stupid! uhhhhmmm... well, i hav heaps and heaps of news but i don't know how 2 tell u. ok, i'll start with.... june 20! june 20, it was friday, we went to school and it was alright, on our way back 2 town, i was sitting behind savahn which was sitting behind jack and i kept ASking jack if he liked kiana and if he would go out with her and guess what he said?!?!?!?! i don't know!! aarrggghhh!!! yea, i'm a bit over reacting... i was like, "will you say yes if kiana asked you out?" he said "shut up!" and he turned to savahn and he said "will you say yes if ara asked you out?" then i went down to hide for some reason, and savahn said "i don't know" and i felt pretty happy but embarassed.... and then jack was teasing me coz i hid... then me and raini got on her bus coz i was gonna stay the night at her house (men, her bus quiet!) her new house is really nice! it was pretty stupid coz AS soon as we got there, we had to leave in 15 mins. oh, how i wished we just stayed at school. anyway, when we were on our way to school, me and raini kept saying that this is gonna be the best festival ever!!!! we said that i was gonna ask savahn out if she asks daniel or boelie out, but she wasn't sure about that coz she kept thinking that they are gonna say no. we just kept writing on the windows.... AS, JAM, SALT, HAIR, RAISE, JACK, OPAL.... I CANNOT GET OVER HOW EXCITED WE WERE!!! i wish that's how i feel right now.... anyway, when we got there, the first person from the class that we saw was ruby then she came with me and raini. then we saw jack and seamus then i was like to ruby and raini, "Where's savahn?" then we started looking for him but he wasn't there yet. ruby and raini tried to pull me to jack to ask him to ask kiana out and to ask where savahn was but i tried to run away but they were pulling me so i got an excuse, "i'll just go get my cup" they're like, "ok" then i was like " can we leave him alone and look for savahn instead?" they're like "fair enough" and i was like "thank you" then peter saw us and he was like "girls, can u just sit on the hay, please?" then raini was like, "but we're looking for someone" and peter was like, "who are you looking for?" and i was like, "OK, we'll just sit on the hay.." and i pulled ruby and raini over. they're like, "i thought we wer looking for savahn" i said "later" then i remembered i had to fix my lantern so i stood up and raini was like, "what?" i'm like, "i have to put a tack on my lantern.." she's like "same" so we asked peter if we could fix our lanterns and he said "yes" so we did. later on we went back to the hay but savahn was still not there. i said to jack, "when are you gonna ask kiana out?" and seamus just said, "why don't u ask savahn out?" and i was like, "i will after jack asks kiana out." and seamus was just like, "well, AS if he'd say yes" and me and jack looked at each other and both said at the same time, "Yeah, AS if!" and just smiled. oh seamus is stupid. a few minutes later, savahn finally came. he sat next to me and we wer just talking (i even have a picture) and the night was just sooooooo good. in the music room, we wer sitting 2gether and boelie (savahn's brother) was sitting behind us. he randomly said, "u 2 should go out." (oh he's only said that about 88 times or more). i was expecting me and savahn to bash him but we just sat there and ignored him. HAHA! ok, so the festival went on and on. linking arms, touching face, feeling hands... all those stuff happened, nothing much interesting. well.... idk. ok, i was gonna go to raini's house so we had to leave early so i just got jina to ask savahn out for me. she was like to savahn, "savahn, ara wanted me to ask you out for her." and savahn was like, "no" and they were all like, "WHAT?!?!" and he was like, "she wouldn't ask me out" and they were like, "Phew, no she really did" and they were just arguing until jack was like, "c'mon savahn, we both know the answer." he said, "ok, yes if she really asked me but i still don't believe you." and they were all just like, "oh my god, u have to believe us, ur going out anyways. and me and raini were just at her house, thinking nothing much happened, it was just a winter festival. the next morning, we went into town. i saw jack and i was like, "jack, u and kiana going out yet?" and he just kept walking to someone, and that someone turned out to be savahn. i ran away and went to the girls. they wer modelling. they told me that i was going out with savahn and i was like, "i am?" and they were like, "yes, r they here?" and i was like, "i saw him but i ran away" and jina pulled me to them but i ran back. so that's when i found out that we wer going out. and now i realised how stupid it is to ask other ppl to ask ppl out, everyone says ur going out but u didn't even know. it was just awkward at school the next monday but it became all cool after a few more days. it's the 31st of august today and we've been going out for 72 days now! yep. ppl always ask, do u love him or do u just like him alot? and i say, "i usually say and write i love him but if it's a serious conversation, i just like him alot but sometimes, most of the time, i like him ALOT! but sometimes, not very usual, i love him, and this, hopefully this will happen, i love him ALOT! well, since this isn't a very serious conversation, I LOVE SAVAHN SOOOO MUCH!!!!

until next time,
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