Falling, it feels like I'm trapped. A cage made of my confusion, and of you. These thoughts in my head never cease. It makes me cry. These feelings do nothing but hurt. The longing, the wanting, the needing;I have no control. My mind is constanly racing with thoughts of you. Swimming in a pool of confusion, I'm up to my neck. It's suffucating. I need you, I want you, but you can't see. You can't see that every second you're not around I feel like dying. Every time you walk away from me, even if only for a moment, tears begin to pour. A river that only calms to the sight of your face. The smile that appears on your face, the gentle laugh that escapes your lips. Every single detail. Every emotion. Your presence is so intoxicating, I can't help but smile. The effects you have on me, I'm pathetic. I'm so head-over-heels for you that I, myself, can't believe it. But I have to face the truth. I LOVE YOU, but you don't love me. I NEED YOU, but I'm just as accessory, something you could throw away. My heart is in your hands, so fragile that even your smile breaks it. Your beautiful smile. It's hollow. There is no meaning behind it. So in the end, I know i can't have you, that if i don't escape, I'll break. My heart is breaking. Because I love you, but you DON'T love me.
This is truth, and it breaks my heart.......
Cadet Pryor15 Community Member 
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