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Without you

To endure such pain
it's maddening
To hear such lies
it's unbearable
To run from the hurt
it's tiersome
Everything i do
it's never good enough

Anger rises in me
like the devil from the depths of hell
frustration hits me
like an icy snowball in the frosty winter air
too many problems in my life
not enough strength to fight
and continue on

Darkness is consuming me
just as death consumes the old and the weak
rage courses through my viens
hate engulfs my very core
until all thats left
is a demon from the deepest hole in hell

No one can stop it
not even me
But then came a voice
so soft and gentle
calming down the beast
until it's roars
become faint snors

If you leave my side
the slumbering beast
will wake
and arise in me
until it takes control
of my lonley core
because life without you
it's like living in a fairy tale
knowing that my Prince Charming
is never coming to rescue me
after all that pain
i don't think i could recover

I will lie in my bed until
that faithful day when you return
or until i fade from time
like an old photograph or a childhood memory
shattered by reality
my heart would beat no more
But my life would mean nothing
without you