i've decided to write more journals now, not that anyone reads these. but i digress....this year has been absolute s**t. i'm getting more and more paranoid about being annoying/creepy, and its leading to bad things....one of my friends, Sydney's still upset from something that i thought was resolved yesterday...but thats not the only thing about this year. all of this happening within 2 days, my backpack strap broke in 1st period, my bus didn't even come to pick me up, and i flipped someone who i thought was my friend off...and my pageviews are constantly declining, and i can't even ******** draw anymore....