Hello, and welcome to fifth installment of my about me.
I’ve written probably a total of six thousand words of my About Me’s
And if you can find a way to my journal
You can read at least the last two of them.
I am Amythe.
I’ve been on this site since 9/24/04.
Banned… about 10 times.
But I was an a** back then.
My name is Christopher
You can call me whatever you want.
As long as it’s not Amy.
I’ve been called Amy so many times, it’s not funny.
At all.
Just stop it.
Fame is an odd thing.
It’s my life’s goal to be known.
Be famous.
Be talked about in some college class in future generations.
I hate thinking I’ll die and be forgotten.
So help me with that journey, will you?
Fame IS an odd thing, though
Especially when you have as low self-esteem as I do.
You’re never going to please everyone.
You’re always going to have jealous idiots taking shots at you.
I just need to learn to let it roll off my shoulder.
I’m destructive.
I drive a motorcycle
I practice parkour
I hardly eat
And I’ve been known to slice my wrist.
Don’t hate me
Please?
I’m currently watching Jeopardy.
It’s on the Game Show Network.
I love this network.
Super Password, Who Wants to be a Millionaire, Jeopardy, Wheel of Fortune.
Lol wtf. The Final Jeopardy category is Ancient Biographers.
D:
I love music
It’s a big part of who I am.
I’ve composed a lot of music, of all kinds.
My Friend Mr. Fangle was my solo project
I put out a demo, it got a lot of positive feedback.
But I just lost interest in it.
My favorite bands are Joanna Newsom and Agalloch.
My favorite song is by Battle of Mice.
My favorite genre of music is post-rock.
My favorite author is Chuck Palahniuk.
My favorite book is Diary.
My favorite movie is The Tracey Fragments
My favorite artfilm is Waking Life.
My favorite drug film is Spun.
I ******** love animals
And I love ******** animals
I own an almost-13 year old German Shepherd mix.
She’s deaf in both ears.
It’s sad, but she still enjoys life.
I also own a 15 week old DSH kitten.
Secretly? I got her to replace my dog when she dies.
But, don’t tell her that.
I love them both.
So much.
I love to write.
I wish I had more inspiration to write.
Even writing this about me is hard.
I’m running out of things to say
And I’m not even half way done.
I'm different.
I'm probably weird, too.
But different is a better word.
I need to stick out.
I need to be better.
Or I will plunge deep, deep
deep.
Into a dark place.
I can't be just like anyone else.
I just can't
I love dog collars
And I love giving collars as presents.
And I love wearing collars.
It’s something about the thought of being held.
Of being cradled.
Nurtured.
Cared for.
Loved.
I need it.
I miss it.
I try not to be too arrogant
But sometimes that doesn’t work.
I really dislike stupidity.
Ignorance is one thing, but stupidity…
God damn it.
I’m a part of MENSA.
But Smarter than 98% of the population
Just doesn’t seem like enough sometimes.
I go to the University of Central Florida
and I’m a math student.
It’s a lot of fun.
I enjoy engineering, math, sciences…
But most of all
I enjoy going to school for something hardly anyone can do.
Way too much math and physics for most people.
Secretly, I’m only majoring in it so I can bank.
I’m purple.
The quest for my purple dye was… intense.
It took months.
And I thank all the people who donated.
Now let’s hope I don’t get banned
Like the last time I got a big item I quested for.
I have quite a few problems.
I’ve only seen one therapist.
But he said my problems were too much for him.
And he recommended a special psychotherapist.
He said my problems with self-worth are immense
And that I need to see a specialist as soon as I can.
…
I never went.
I didn’t have the money
Or the time.
And after he rejected me
I’m pretty afraid of therapists.
I think no one will be able to help me
And they’ll all judge me.
Help me, someone?
Help me please?
I enjoy debating.
I go into threads sometimes
And just post opposite sides of the debate.
It might not be what I think.
But it’s boring just posting the same things over and over.
I know the pros and cons of gay marriage.
I know the pros and cons of abortion.
I know the pros and cons of pot legality.
And… a few other well-discussed topics.
If you see me in a one of these threads,
Don’t take my word for my opinion.
Here is my opinion on those topics:.
I think gays should have the rights straights.
Marriage. Not a civil union. Marriage.
I think abortion is completely up to the couple/woman.
And the law shouldn’t stand in her way.
Even if she’s using it as a form of birth control.
I think pot should be legal.
I think the economic benefits FAR outweigh
The supposed detriment to society it will be.
I wish I could draw.
It’s one of the few things I just… can’t do.
I’ve tried learning, taken classes
Bought books…
Nothing. I just don’t have the artist’s eye.
If I could actually re-do my life
I would learn how to draw
And draw all the time.
I’m so envious of good artists.
******** them. emo
I'm afraid.
Knocks on my door.
Teachers calling my name.
My phone ringing.
One of these times, it's going to be more than just a friendly chat.
It's going to be my biggest fear.
I was devistatingly wrong at something.
I need to get over my fear, I suppose.
Won't you help?
You should comment or PM if you've gotten this far.
Wouldn't it be a waste if you don't?
I'm not mean. I promise.
I'm naturally a sweetheart.
I just need some place to let my inner emotions.
My self-mutilating, anger-filled, destructive insides need a place to vent.
I let myself loose in my about me's
They're my way of getting all my thoughts on paper.
At least I'm not like Nietzsche with some syphilis bullshit
Or this would be about how much I hate all of you.
Good thing I'm physically well.
...
For now.
For now.
For now.
I’ve written probably a total of six thousand words of my About Me’s
And if you can find a way to my journal
You can read at least the last two of them.
I am Amythe.
I’ve been on this site since 9/24/04.
Banned… about 10 times.
But I was an a** back then.
My name is Christopher
You can call me whatever you want.
As long as it’s not Amy.
I’ve been called Amy so many times, it’s not funny.
At all.
Just stop it.
Fame is an odd thing.
It’s my life’s goal to be known.
Be famous.
Be talked about in some college class in future generations.
I hate thinking I’ll die and be forgotten.
So help me with that journey, will you?
Fame IS an odd thing, though
Especially when you have as low self-esteem as I do.
You’re never going to please everyone.
You’re always going to have jealous idiots taking shots at you.
I just need to learn to let it roll off my shoulder.
I’m destructive.
I drive a motorcycle
I practice parkour
I hardly eat
And I’ve been known to slice my wrist.
Don’t hate me
Please?
I’m currently watching Jeopardy.
It’s on the Game Show Network.
I love this network.
Super Password, Who Wants to be a Millionaire, Jeopardy, Wheel of Fortune.
Lol wtf. The Final Jeopardy category is Ancient Biographers.
D:
I love music
It’s a big part of who I am.
I’ve composed a lot of music, of all kinds.
My Friend Mr. Fangle was my solo project
I put out a demo, it got a lot of positive feedback.
But I just lost interest in it.
My favorite bands are Joanna Newsom and Agalloch.
My favorite song is by Battle of Mice.
My favorite genre of music is post-rock.
My favorite author is Chuck Palahniuk.
My favorite book is Diary.
My favorite movie is The Tracey Fragments
My favorite artfilm is Waking Life.
My favorite drug film is Spun.
I ******** love animals
And I love ******** animals
I own an almost-13 year old German Shepherd mix.
She’s deaf in both ears.
It’s sad, but she still enjoys life.
I also own a 15 week old DSH kitten.
Secretly? I got her to replace my dog when she dies.
But, don’t tell her that.
I love them both.
So much.
I love to write.
I wish I had more inspiration to write.
Even writing this about me is hard.
I’m running out of things to say
And I’m not even half way done.
I'm different.
I'm probably weird, too.
But different is a better word.
I need to stick out.
I need to be better.
Or I will plunge deep, deep
deep.
Into a dark place.
I can't be just like anyone else.
I just can't
I love dog collars
And I love giving collars as presents.
And I love wearing collars.
It’s something about the thought of being held.
Of being cradled.
Nurtured.
Cared for.
Loved.
I need it.
I miss it.
I try not to be too arrogant
But sometimes that doesn’t work.
I really dislike stupidity.
Ignorance is one thing, but stupidity…
God damn it.
I’m a part of MENSA.
But Smarter than 98% of the population
Just doesn’t seem like enough sometimes.
I go to the University of Central Florida
and I’m a math student.
It’s a lot of fun.
I enjoy engineering, math, sciences…
But most of all
I enjoy going to school for something hardly anyone can do.
Way too much math and physics for most people.
Secretly, I’m only majoring in it so I can bank.
I’m purple.
The quest for my purple dye was… intense.
It took months.
And I thank all the people who donated.
Now let’s hope I don’t get banned
Like the last time I got a big item I quested for.
I have quite a few problems.
I’ve only seen one therapist.
But he said my problems were too much for him.
And he recommended a special psychotherapist.
He said my problems with self-worth are immense
And that I need to see a specialist as soon as I can.
…
I never went.
I didn’t have the money
Or the time.
And after he rejected me
I’m pretty afraid of therapists.
I think no one will be able to help me
And they’ll all judge me.
Help me, someone?
Help me please?
I enjoy debating.
I go into threads sometimes
And just post opposite sides of the debate.
It might not be what I think.
But it’s boring just posting the same things over and over.
I know the pros and cons of gay marriage.
I know the pros and cons of abortion.
I know the pros and cons of pot legality.
And… a few other well-discussed topics.
If you see me in a one of these threads,
Don’t take my word for my opinion.
Here is my opinion on those topics:.
I think gays should have the rights straights.
Marriage. Not a civil union. Marriage.
I think abortion is completely up to the couple/woman.
And the law shouldn’t stand in her way.
Even if she’s using it as a form of birth control.
I think pot should be legal.
I think the economic benefits FAR outweigh
The supposed detriment to society it will be.
I wish I could draw.
It’s one of the few things I just… can’t do.
I’ve tried learning, taken classes
Bought books…
Nothing. I just don’t have the artist’s eye.
If I could actually re-do my life
I would learn how to draw
And draw all the time.
I’m so envious of good artists.
******** them. emo
I'm afraid.
Knocks on my door.
Teachers calling my name.
My phone ringing.
One of these times, it's going to be more than just a friendly chat.
It's going to be my biggest fear.
I was devistatingly wrong at something.
I need to get over my fear, I suppose.
Won't you help?
You should comment or PM if you've gotten this far.
Wouldn't it be a waste if you don't?
I'm not mean. I promise.
I'm naturally a sweetheart.
I just need some place to let my inner emotions.
My self-mutilating, anger-filled, destructive insides need a place to vent.
I let myself loose in my about me's
They're my way of getting all my thoughts on paper.
At least I'm not like Nietzsche with some syphilis bullshit
Or this would be about how much I hate all of you.
Good thing I'm physically well.
...
For now.
For now.
For now.
