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There's somthing I need to get off my chest...

I know this is not important but I must let this out.
I feel so alone and isolated. There is something I desire that my friends and family can't offer. Is it always so hard to find someone? Especially in my predicament? I hurt too and it goes unseen. I want to feel loved and wanted by someone. Sometimes when I think about it, I feel like withering away..I can't possibly think who would want to be with me. I look around and it's so hard to be alone. I've wanted someone for some time now and it sucks that I can't but why? Am I not good enough or something? Am I ugly? Or is it just my luck? I just want to cry now. But I just supress it like everything else I've ever felt. I just want to hear someone say "I Love You"

It's not like I want to feel this way because I don't ....it just sucks. I don't ask for much nowadays. I'm just sick and tired of going through this now... Screw it then....whatever....it's hard to be me. Everything else is doing fine but why can't I enjoy that?