Anxiety has built up over not having a girlfriend and the precipitating thought of Nick Mitchell's "You're going to get hurt" bullshit. I feel too shy to rely on the Life Issues forum on this very site, and yet, I think about it when I see couples walking the halls of school. The thoughts echo in my head as I type this entry. Anxiety in my life was built up of:
Parents' "permanent" divorce
Nick Mitchell's manipulation of my mind
Being single for almost three years
I just can't take this anymore. I have reached out to a girl not too long ago, but now, I'm not sure if I can pull it off again... I don't know, I just feel worthless now whenever I see couples in the hallways. I had been manipulated into a gay relationship with a California guy, I should've seen it coming when he wanted me to ditch school and hit the road for California. Yeah, I almost feel as Mitchell will continue watching my every moves... It's all just haunting me.
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This Journal is about my Adventures and Misadventures on Gaia and the real world (though mostly in the real world)I will make posts every now and then.
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