I don't usually write here, but I thought I would, since I am terrible at keeping a real journal. My dad, an alchoholic, fought with me and my mom last night over something on TV, since he was too drunk to really know what was going on. This happens every few days, and I have grown to hate him. Everyday I just wish he would leave and not come back. But that'll never happen. A few minutes ago, he came up to me and said "Izy...I'm sorry." Then left. He's never apologized before, for anything. Every time we fight he simply hides in the garage for a week, drinking and listening to loud music. But this time he apologized, and after he left I found myself crying. I don't know whats going to happen now....


What am I supposed to do?