ok well i haven't written an entry in a while so here i am.the things that are bothering me are: *my closest friend is in boot camp and won't be back till November
*i keep crying myself to sleep because i really don't know my older brother and only have like 5 memories of him when i was little and im mad at myself for actually liking dancing with gabe...it felt like...magic idk and i feel like such i girly girl right now as i am admitting this but it was the first time i danced with a guy and it felt like the best thing in the world to be gliding across the dance floor in his arms and feeling...special...and yet i totally still hate him for how he got the best of me and then all the things he did and i did that still make me cry
*i have to go to band camp soon and no one likes me...not joking either...
*i want a tan and things to do this summer but with shannon gone im totally friendless...well not totally but quite a lot of people hate me and i come from a small school...
*i wanted to go to Florida with my bro and he never asked me to come because he didn't want to make my other brother jealous
*so in a nutshell my summer sucks...
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