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What do you want form me...
do you want a kiss
do you want me to hold you tight
tell me what you want
I need to know, i do not like wondering
This constant thinking is not good for me and causes me to do weird things
as if i am not weird enough already
tell me what do you want from me
i need a hint, a clue, some kind of idea
do not just lay there in the corner
answer me!!

she remains motionless...
my hands are red
deep red almost___
BLOOD RED
the walls are chipping
the birds no longer sing
sirens ring
loud sounds send me into a state of paranoia
i thought my life was ended when you cheated
but now i see that it is really my life that is now gone

a man yells on the megaphone to come out slowly
now i know what he wants from me
But what do i want from myself
i will never know...
since i am falling to the ground with motionless hands and an empty heart.
crying ninja