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If you see me on, it isn't me, just my sister. I doubt I'll ever be back, not sure I want to be back. Thanks, to my friends, I got to have fun.. But..I quit. If you wanna hear from me, meh, though I doubt you do. Just pm me.
Bye now~ heart
 EternalTear · Sat Oct 15, 2005 @ 06:08pm · 3 Comments |
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Eh, back for a bit, survey.
Name: Micaela Nicole Bustamante Caputo. <3 (You didn't say current or future title! SO HA! >=D)
Birthday: Sept 29, 1992... It's yearly. =D
Birthplace: Phillippines, manila, makati medical.
Current Location: Chair.... o.O
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Jet black.
Height: 5'1
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: Uh..Filipino?
The Shoes You Wore Today: Hush puppys, rubber shoes, gray ones.
Your Weakness: Many pictures of Nick..xD That might make me sing..
Your Fears: Losing someone me wubs.
Your Perfect Pizza: Lots of cheese with one kind of toping. =3
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: xD Get sexeh!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: o.O
Thoughts First Waking Up: What time..nick..
Your Best Physical Feature: WAH! I DONT KNOW!
Your Bedtime: 3-4pm
Your Most Missed Memory: Mmm.... Many..
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: I rather single.. Mm..Nick..xD
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: NESTA! o.o
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: A bit..
Do you Sing: Course
Do you Shower Daily: xD No..I sleep for one whole day sometimes!! o.o
Have you Been in Love: o.o Yes................. *Points at Nick* Blame him! xD
Do you want to go to College: Sure
Do you want to get Married: Yes..xD As long as its him.
Do you belive in yourself: Workin' on it!
Do you get Motion Sickness: Naw?
Do you think you are Attractive: Nope.
Are you a Health Freak: No..xD Can't even imagine.
Do you get along with your Parents: Kinda
Do you like Thunderstorms: No..*Hides under box* Meep
Do you play an Instrument: No, I wanna play piano!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No !!
In the past month have you Smoked: No!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no !!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: ....No..T.T Suppose to be... next next month! xD
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes..xD We got bumped too.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope, it wasn't a box. D=
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nah..
In the past month have you been on Stage: I don't think I've ever really been on stage..
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No..o.O;
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Never..
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah
Ever been Beaten up: No..if you mean physically.. <.<
Ever Shoplifted: Nah.
How do you want to Die: Happy.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Singer or animation artist. O.o Or draw pictures for a book Nick said he'd write. =P
What country would you most like to Visit: France.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Black, blue or green.
Favourite Hair Color: Black, brown or blonde.
Short or Long Hair: Any, just not uber long o.o;
Height: any
Weight: any
Best Clothing Style: xD Just not uber weird?
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Number of Drugs I have taken: None...
Number of CDs I own: Alot.
Number of Piercings: 2, Two each on my ears
Number of Tattoos: None, none yet. xP..
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Petty things. Lol, the major I needed to make those mistakes. =3
EternalTear · Fri Sep 30, 2005 @ 11:56pm · 0 Comments |
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Eternal-San Is leaving.. ! |
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^^ Yep.
Its me no more. Thanks gaia, sooooooooo much! There had been so many fun and wonderful memories.. I can never forget them. I'd like to thank my friends for making it even better. Thanks for bein' there for moi. This is my Last day Online..
Love you all so much! whee heart
Poff!~EternalT.
EternalTear · Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 09:08am · 3 Comments |
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o.o; ...
I dunno what to put on my journal... x.X Some people put stories, some other people put lyrics. o__o" .. I ish so lost.
What do i put. o.o *looks above* o.o *sees nothing then looks at the computer screen again* gonk I dunno what to do. x.x .......
EternalTear · Wed Jul 13, 2005 @ 09:57pm · 0 Comments |
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I ate hot dog today. biggrin
EternalTear · Sat Jul 09, 2005 @ 02:16pm · 0 Comments |
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Short little story - Another poem o.O; .. |
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<center>Is it that obvious i didn't work well on it? xP I didn't put that much effort. Im kinda proud, theres no beat though. *nod* just another poem, out of my crazy little head. ^_^
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I once awoke feeling the breeze
I stood up with full of ease
Turning on the television and placing it on channel nine
I heard my neighbor scream, it was another fight they had all night.
Shaking my head, the clock ticked and ticked
As my neck started to itch
The door bell rang, Beep beep it went.
I stood up and left my couch.
And here he was the guy of my past.
I frowned as he walked in, un welcomed he moved forward.
And I thought he was awkward.
He smiled sweetly as I stared bitterly
Handing me a bag of buttered bread
Seeing the bread, I read the card.
Sweet words in place
I remembered the fireplace.
He bowed gently, it wasn't him
But maybe it was just me or him
Glitters a jitters is who we were.
Once before, we were glitters
Then he was in front of me by centimeters
Feeling red, he looked pink was he bashful?
Or was I dreaming.
Ring ring, came the alarm clock
I stood up taking my cloak.
He sat down, resting.
I sat beside him with ease
Another feeling been sent before.
I can once say I love you more then another.
Now I know people can change.
Even if you can't change.
EternalTear · Fri Jun 17, 2005 @ 08:20am · 1 Comments |
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O.o; Answer this if you want... o.O; I'm very curious.
What would you do if...
[1] I committed suicide:
[2] I said I liked you:
[3] I kissed you:
[4] I lived next door to you:
[5] I started smoking:
[6] I stole something:
[7] I was hospitalized:
[8] I ran away from home:
[9] I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What do you think about my...
[1] Personality:
[2] Eyes:
[3] Face:
[4] Hair:
[5] Clothes:
[6] Mannerisms:
[7] Temper:
Other...
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me? (State as a friend or more than)
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you have intercourse? (O.o ..)
[13] Would you marry me?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are we close?
[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
x3 If you answer this, i'll tell Domo kun not to eat you. =D
EternalTear · Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 09:21am · 4 Comments |
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Ramble in life, a girls depression.. how lucky you should be |
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Note: I am telling a story.. sort of.
"I want to brake free..." A whisper called in the darkness, a soft and innoccent voice of a young lady. Kneeling on the alley way, dirty and bloody alley way, she stared up at the dark sky raining. Tears slowly rushed out her blood red crimson eyes. The rain washing up her life as we speak. "Why give me one more chance...?" speaking once again, talking to the dark sky. Hoping and praying for a reply.. but none. Her long black hair pressing on her body, scattered and messy. But who would care at the moment?
Her simple white dress, a simple design, and on barefoot. Her clothes, pressing on her body, forming her shape. Covered in blood, her own blood, a fresh cut on her wrists. A little blood still gushing down her arms. Her tears kept continuing rolling down her eyes. Her pain that no words can ever tell. "Love..." The girl kept whispering, yet no reply. As she spoke, in her heart and eyes, it started to fade away. Physicaly. "No more.." still whispering to the dark sky. Still mumbling softly to the sky, as if it was someone. That someone she could run to, a someone she could actually be comforted. Where she could cry to when she needed to, where she could be... happy. But no, her comfort was blood, pain and sorrow. Pain was her friend, something dwelling her mind. Her soul.. taking over.
Something that let her drift away, away from the real reality that set her mind to whats wrong and what's not. What did one living creature ever do to deserve this? death is never an option, but pain is.. in this girl's life." +I close the book, and look at whoever is reading. Smiling softly and all calm+
What does this teach us? to be thankful for a simple friend? even if your own family beat you hell in the place you called home? if your own father raped you? or someone you trusted or simply just a stranger?
Rape, tortured or whatever else. Nothing more hurts then a phyical pain that will hunt you forever all alone. In a dark alley way, where your only friend.. is pain.
You may be hurt, beaten, cheated on, robbed and tortured, but nothing... nothing may compare to being alone and hurt inside. Its like a spirit eating your very soul, eating and devoring you.. your feelings, your heart... your life.
A friend, to comfort you, a lover to love you for who you are... you may starve and sleep on the streets... be remember, you can always have every single thing in this world and still not be happy.
If a friend is not enough, and yet you search for items and stones and unliving things... You are blind.
If you search for love, that is not wrong to yearn. But let it come, for all of us has a future, we do not need school or be a true smartass. No, just living our dreams and who we are.. is living. So do not take your own friends for granted, for you may live a very lonely life, with a cold heart. Until someone, someone kind enough is there, that will hold on tight and help you, open your eyes to the true reality you are living
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Always remember, there is so much more then a life of lies... if your eyes are opened, keep them opened and live the life you want, wait for it. Everything will turn out fine, for everything happens for a reason. Being hurt and being loved. All has a reason. Why do you think you were put to the living? to laze around and do nothing while you wait for what you want? Nothing is free, love isn't free, it is something earned, as knowleage, respect and love. Have faith.. for this girl i speak of, had no one. Nothing and simply.. Nothing.
Even loving someone isn't free, not everything i payed by money and cash or riches. Some things are payed and respected from something that can only come to one with a heart, with a life. A creature called human.
Take it from me, but then.. who is a simple child.. to tell you what to do? you are right, this is your life, your future, your rules. I can't change that, im not trying to. Just telling you what a simple child feels, for this.. what i have.. is all i can care about. I may have doubts, but i have friends, and someone to loves me for who i am. I am more then thankful. More then one could ever say.
Where did this come from you ask? from me.. and my own point of view in life.
Take it from the child who learned so much in life. Who did not need school to find a way to live perfectly. Just a simple ol child.. who just had a new point of view in life.
End? Oh no.. this is just the beginning. At least.. for me.
EternalTear · Mon Mar 28, 2005 @ 09:22pm · 0 Comments |
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Another Poem For Your Entertainment |
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