One day, Edward and I were at the school park. We were alone, and since I liked him, I felt all "fluttery" inside. We were just sitting when he said, "Samara?" and I was like, "Yeah?" Then what he said rocked my world, backward. "I think I like Bella," he admitted. I froze and turned around to face him. "Really? Your not just pulling my leg?" There goes every chance I had, I thought. We talked about it for a bit then I headed home.
That night, I called Lydia to ask her if she liked Edward. After some probing, she admitted that she did. I called Edward and told her. I know, I'm evil. Anyway, the next day, I came home from church. And I found Edward and Bella at the park. Bella was wearing Edward's sweatshirt. I realized what had happened. Sighing, I joined them.
Things happened and one day, on the bus home, I said. "Why are you throwing your life away?!" she got all offended. Bella asked how she was. "Well," I said, "For one, look at all the guys that like you! You know what I would give for that? And you just ignore them for some guy who HAS A GIRLFRIEND, WHO IS 3 YEARS OLDER THEN YOU!" I shouted. That did it. It sparked an ever-lasting argument. One time, I wanted to stop hanging out with Edward. Bella was all like, "No! No, it's not the same! Blah, blah, blah, he needs you!" I finally gave in and agreed to keep on hanging out. More bad things happened and I went suicidal. Of course Bella called, sobbing and said how everone will miss me and stuff. So I gave in once more, thinking it will be better. A couple of day passed. One thing I should mention, Edward and his girlfriend had been together for 8 months. And she was dangerous, she put a girl into a coma for filrting with Edward. That's pretty much the only reason Bella and edward held back. Blech. Then, that very week, this happened:
We went over to Edward's house, cause Bella wanted to chill with him. we went there and it was COLD. First, I was sitting with Bella on Edward's mini-bench. Then she got off and sat on the floor. Edward stood up and told me to get off, which I did, then he invited Bella up. Then they played footsies, held hands and shared hoodies, right IN FRONT of me. I was so mad. I mad eup an excuse and left.
Yeah, that pretty much did. After arguing over e-mail/text with my friend Denise, I concluded that the only person on my side were my best friend Dani and myself. Great. And Denise agrees that I should not be Lydia's friend anymore. Great. At least some of the pain will stop with her dismissal.
