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im awake at 2 in the morning. home alone. its so boring for me these days. i dont even know how much friends ive got anymore. its pretty shitty. its like all i do these days is work then come home for ******** all to look forward to... life sure sucks atm. i got my haircut today by this woman that was also the school guidance councilor at my school that i would always talk too. shes amazing. always looking towards the brightside for me. ive never really had anyone in my life like that. i dont think if it was for her i'd make it to graduation. she also reminded me about schooll and how important it is. i could go back to high school to finish some math classes but i dont want to go to high school. idk what i could look forward to now. i need to apply to school somewhere asap. writing in this journal helps. it helps me let out whats on my mind and find a way to solve it. i went from depressed to content.
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