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My soul, my feelings, my thoughts, my world...

	Hey
	Hey


It has been a while since my last entry but here I am... I don't know waht to write actually... I have always had this problem with diaries and journals... I never knew what to write... Perhaps thats because nothing really great happens in my life... But then whats is this "great thing"? I have good friends, and we always have a good time when we are together... I have a nice family that gives me the support I need... I study what I want to do for the rest of my life... Nothing is missing... Everything is missing......... I think I miss to fall in love... I'm in love with my life, but I miss someone to love, and that loves me back... This might seem silly but I lived my hole life without feeling in love... Sometimes I think I have a heart made of ice... People fall in love all the time... And here I am, without even a little crush... And I keep thinking that someone is going to be there for me and in the right time I will fall in love... But is taking too much time... Oh, I don't know... JeanneDarc · Tue May 01, 2007 @ 10:44pm · 1 Comments

	Sad.........
	Sad.........


I did not get one Valentine message... Not even ONE! Really sad... People seems not care... Well...... What can I do... crying JeanneDarc · Wed Feb 15, 2006 @ 03:02pm · 1 Comments

	Never You Mind
	Never You Mind


I'm feeling a little numb... Weird... Today was a ordinary day, as usual... I wish something great happened to me... wink See ya... (See ya who? People don't read this... I'm definatly loosing my mind..... stare ) Lyric Of The Day: Video Killed The Radio Star - Buggles I heard you on the wireless back in Fifty Two. Lying awake intent and tuning in on you. If I was young it didn't stop you coming through. Oh-a oh They took the credit for your second symphony. Rewritten by machine and new technology, and now I understand the the problems you can see. Oh-a oh I met your children Oh-a oh What did you tell them? Video killed the radio star. Video killed the radio star. Pictures came and broke your heart. Oh-a-a-a oh And now we meet in an abandoned studio. We hear the playback and it seems so long ago. And you remember the jingles used to go... Oh-a-oh You were the first one Oh-a-oh You were the last one. Video killed the radio star. Video killed the radio star. In my mind and in my car, We can't rewind we've gone too far Oh-a-a-a oh Oh-a-a-a oh Video killed the radio star. Video killed the radio star. In my mind and in my car, We can't rewind we've gone too far, Pictures came and broke your heart, so put all the blame on VCR You are a radio star You are a radio star Video killed the radio star.(x10 fade out) (after 4x) You are the radio star (x5 fade out) PS: The subject is a song from Semisonic.... ^_^ JeanneDarc · Thu Sep 01, 2005 @ 01:24am · 0 Comments

	Oh, dammet!!!
	Oh, dammet!!!


I have to wake up in five hours... What am I doing here!! I don't want to go to my classes... Hate my life right now............. stare JeanneDarc · Thu Aug 25, 2005 @ 04:17am · 0 Comments

	Just a Ordinary Day...
	Just a Ordinary Day...


I think I'm not selling my items correctly... People are buying it too quickly... stare I'm just too sick and tired............of being sick and tired! People dont read this so I'll post my lyrics and end of this conversation (with myself lol - Oh God, I'm losing my mind....) "Take me out, tonight Where theres music and theres people and they're young and alive. Driving in your car, I never ever want to go home, Because I haven't got one, anymore. Take me out, tonight, Because I want to see people and I want to see light. Driving in your car, oh please don't drop me home, Because it's not my home, it's their home and I'm welcome no more. And if a double decker bus, crashes into us, To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die, And if a ten tonne truck, kills the both of us, To die by your side, well the pleasure, the priveledge is mine. Take me out, tonight Take me anywhere, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care. And in a darkened under-pass, I thought "oh god my chance has come at last" But then a strange fear gripped me and I just couldn't ask. Take me out, tonight, Oh take me anywhere, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, Driving in your car, I never never want to go home, Because I haven't got one, da da da, Oh I haven't got one. And if a double decker bus, crashes into us, To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die, And if a ten tonne truck, kills the both of us, To die by your side, well the pleasure, the priveledge is mine. Oh, There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out There Is A Light And It Never Goes Out" The Smiths (the band that saved my life... whee ) JeanneDarc · Sun Aug 21, 2005 @ 07:11am · 1 Comments

	Hopes, Dreams, Fears...
	Hopes, Dreams, Fears...


"Do you believe in heaven above Do you believe in love Don't tell a lie Don't be false or untrue It all comes back to you Open fire on my burning heart I've never been lucky in love" Erasure - Send Me An Angel "So, tell me how long Before the last one? And tell me how long Before the right one?" The Smiths - Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me sad* JeanneDarc · Sat Aug 20, 2005 @ 02:23am · 0 Comments

	My Movie...
	My Movie...


This post came as a thread that I saw and love it! Opening credits: The Way We Get By - Spoon Dreaming about someone scene: Dream Dream Dream - Everly Brothers Waking up scene: Closer To Myself - Kendall Payne Happy friends scene: I'll Stand By You - The Pretenders and Two Princes - Spin Doctors Driving scene: Run - Collective Soul Action/fight scene: Bad Reputation - Joan Jett And The Blackhearts Chase scene: One Way Or Another - Blondie Happy love scene: Kiss Me - Sixpence None The Richer Mellow scene: Oh My Love - John Lennon Choreographed Dancing in the streets Scene: Grease - We Go Together Sex scene: Tainted Love - Soft Cell Angry/bitter scene: Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve Breakup scene: Everybody Hurts - REM Evil/Revenge scene: Don't know!! Contemplation scene: It's The End Of The World As We Know It - REM Sad/breakdown scene: Enjoy the Silence - Depeche Mode Death scene: Across The Universe - Fiona Apple Funeral scene: Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch Nostalgia scene: Runaway Train - Oleander Closing credits: Someday We'll Know - New Radicals I accept suggestions for the Evil/Revenge scene... ^_^ Bye!! JeanneDarc · Tue May 03, 2005 @ 12:03am · 0 Comments

	My Bithday...
	My Bithday...


Today is my bithday... Now I'm 19... OMG, that's so scary... Why can't I be 15 forever... It was such a great time of my life. But things are not the way we want them to be... Unfortunally... My world is changing, and I don't like changes... "I never knew so many bad times Could follow me so mercilessly It's almost surreal All the pain that I feel The future ain't what it used to be It doesn't matter what they're thinking It doesn't matter what they're thinking of me It's always so cold I'm too young to be old The future ain't what it used to be Were there ever any stars in the sky Did the sun ever shine so bright? Do you have any dreams I could borrow Just to get me through the lonely night? Is there anything left to hold on to When the rivers wash it all away? Is there anyone left to hold on to Is there anything left I can say? Say a prayer for the falling angels Stem the tide of the rising waters Toll a bell for the broken hearted Burn a torch for your sons and daughters The endless night has got a hold of me Dark days are pulling me forward And all the tears are washing over me- I'm crying, lost forever- In a future that ain't what it used to be No more no more no more It's like a storm that's never ending It's like a shadow on the land and the sea There's nothing so sad as A tomorrow gone bad The future ain't what it used to be Some days I feel so numb and empty And those would be the good days for me Nothing gets to me now Unless I'm thinking of how The future ain't what it used to be" heart Music: The Futere Ain't What It Used To Be - Erika Christensen But I'll be ok... So... Happy Bithday to me.... JeanneDarc · Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 06:48pm · 0 Comments

	A poem can do miracles...
	A poem can do miracles...


Look this beautiful poem... heart "Do Not Weep" by Mary E. Frye (1932) Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the mornings hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die... This amazing poem helped me a lot when I needed some confort after someone really close to me died... It makes me feel hopeful, you know? And hope is always great... Maybe someday I'll see this one again... Who knows? Maybe... wink JeanneDarc · Sat Mar 19, 2005 @ 01:10am · 0 Comments


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