Yeah so, I really don't get certain things.
Like why is it that no one seems to genuinly care about me?
I may have friends, but I'm not sure if they're "true fiends"
I know that some one who might read this could get upset that I'm saying these things but I can't really help it...
I feel as though there is about only 1 person in my life that really and truely cares about how I feel, and what happens to me at any given moment...I also feel that she is the only one who I can talk to about anything-----Well almost anything anyway...
I just want to know why people have to be so ******** cruel to me.
I mean all I do is try to be friendly with people, and they turn around and throw it back in my face, by either betraying my trust, or just plain treating me like s**t...
Crap I just lost my train of thought..........
Anyway...
So yeah people can be real assholes.
They get so wrapped up in what they are doing, who they are, who they hang out with, what they can do, how popular they may be, and what does it do!?
It tares the people who used to be close to them apart, all because they get some false idea in their heads that they're better than everyone else!! Don't say you haven't seen it happen or thought it your self because chances are YOU HAVE!!!
When someone is close to you and you just toss them aside for some stupid false ideal that that person is not normal is just ******** retarded!! NORMALITY IS A FIGMENT OF THE HUMAN IMAGINATION!!! THERE IS NO ******** THING AS ******** NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!! GOD I ******** HATE THAT WORD!!!
So when people are dumped for such reasons it really pisses me off! I mean I've seen devestating depression. I've been hurt in such ways. I've felt that low, I've experienced the most excrutiating thing anyone could ever experience: Being alone.
I can tell you first hand, it's not fun. No one should ever have to suffer the way I have, and the way most people do....
Yet for some reason people feel the need to make others feel it!
So I just don't get it...
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