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moving to north carolina tomarrow. it will be quite the adventure. I am so ready to go I am shaking with delicious anticipation- a phrase I coined at work last night. It may be a long time before I am on gaia again and so I will update this much later. peace out.
 Creytabell · Tue Mar 20, 2007 @ 09:12pm · 0 Comments |
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Is ever changing. Life we can never really know because it will always throw something new and squirelly at us. Right now I'm cool with that. Its just part of how it goes. I am ready to go home, but I know that I'm not going home yet. I am so so so so ready to go home.
Where is home?
Home is where the heart is. That statement has never been more true than right now for me. Because here I am in the state I grew up in not 2hours away from where I was born and I am most definatly not at home. not at all. My heart lies over 3,000 miles away on the exact opposite side of the country in good ole' north kakalacky. bull s**t.
So for now I bide my time, and sit, and wish, and wait until the day when the good lord shines on me and I get to go home for real. soon soon very very soon.
A month. a month aint s**t right?
months come and go in the blink of an eye. but as the date draws ever closer, ever ever closer, the anticapation is deep and raw!
I'm coming home love, I'll be home soon.
Creytabell · Tue Feb 20, 2007 @ 10:49pm · 0 Comments |
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my life is crazy, after like a year on the road I had a run in with the man and now I am back in my home town, aspiring to attend north seattle community college this winter quarter. life is dangerous, bueatiful, sometimes unpredictaple and always whimsical and I love in. peace out
Creytabell · Sat Dec 30, 2006 @ 08:41pm · 0 Comments |
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I'm one crazy lowdown highflying messed up kind of person, I am not a college student anymore, I'm a free flying hippie girlie with no job and only a little bit of work. real work, and I'm moving, leaving, a'roving. maybe if I'm cool I'll log on to this gaia world a bit here before I fly off.
Creytabell · Tue Oct 25, 2005 @ 09:59pm · 0 Comments |
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i didnt want that paintbrush in "fakelife" I must have wanted it in real life, because I bought two, in "reallife" (one of them has a sparkly handle). I also got some other art supplies. some new inking pens, some liquid masque, and a white paint pen.
I'm getting into water color, its fun.
So what to write in my journal huh? what what what.... I dont know. I feel like I should have something wonderfull to write about, something bueatyfull and mysterious and poetical... I dont. So what do I write about. nothing, I just jabber on about how I suck cause I cant find anything to write. And about how that famous black guy is on the verison commercial on the tv. basically I'm saying I'm way to into what the tv is flashing on me about nothing in particular. so yeah. I'm a dumb girl, I think. I'm mean and dumb. thats all oooo lets not forget sad and hopelessly lonely..... I hate that word. its not right not true...I'm not lonely just sad.... and in denile
Creytabell · Mon Mar 07, 2005 @ 08:24am · 0 Comments |
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Alright now that I'm super uber addicted to this gaia business, lets rant. I have 520 gold, I want a paintbrush, but I dont know how much the cost, so I wonder if the store is up so I can go check, yesterday they were down for "mantainance" but I perosnally think they were just out to get me, or force me to earn more gold, I spend it eaisily dont I, I dont really understand how some people have enough to just give away a coupple of K I guess they've been playing for alot longer then I have but still!!!!!!! I really wish that instead of a paintbrush they had a tablet + tablet pen set, they could make uber money off of something like that couldnt they, pretend uber money that is. do they even rak up all that gold we pay for items or is it purely fictional and the compy just creates and distroys it, I think that might be the case. Any ways, I love gaiaonline and I thought I should just say that.
As for my life- I went to school yesterday at 7:00 and didnt leave till 5:40, thats a long a** day, but I had to go early if I wanted a ride over so that I would have enough time to work on my midterm witch was late. But I spent 8 hours in the clay studio and I finished it. It is a sea turtle, with an elephant standing on its back, with the world being held on the elephants back and a lotus flower blooming out of the world, and two purely decrative balls on top of that. Exciting huh? I think so, I'm really pleased with how it turned out, its 16.5 inches high, which is masive compared to anything else I've done. I did this little maquette of it that is super cute, hopefully today my teacher is glaze firing it so I can have a glaze test for the big peice. However the big one wont get fired until next saturday or maybe even the one after that. Also I have to study hard in nihongo for my chapter seven, chapter quiz, its going to be tough just because we only have class three times a week and I missed a day last week and theirs only one class inbetween me and the quiz, scary!!!!
~creytabell
Creytabell · Sat Feb 26, 2005 @ 09:26pm · 0 Comments |
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hello every sicko who reads random journals, or of course my friends who are more likely to see it. I've never been a journal type of person, infact I've never been a writing type of person at all, so dont expect any wildly wonderfull and interesting posts out of me, they wont happen, unless of course your a total sicko and/or I am.....
I've been pulling my hair out lately, trying to get my website up and running. I was holding it on google just because it was the easiest and cheapest (ie free) place that didnt bug the snot out of me. Sufice it to say I have ripped all my files off it and sworn never again to go there ever.... ever. So now I'm searching for a kewl place to put it, and it has to be free, and I have to like the name of the place, and it cant be super commercial like geocities,angefire,tripod none of that s**t. I found this place but am still waiting for sign-up comformation from them so I feel like the internet is out to get me... oh well sooon very sooon. if any random person feels they know about someplace that meets my criteria for a provider than feel free to pm me but I dont really care.
I'm wearing my hair in pigtails today, it looks cute, its the first time since I shaved it bald that I've been able to put it up at all. theyre ridiculously small and puny, but I like it.
ttfn
Creytabell · Thu Feb 24, 2005 @ 09:03pm · 0 Comments |
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