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Just as the title suggests, this rant is about nothing. I'm just in a pissy mood right now. Yes, it may be PMS. It may be because I despise my gender and all the ******** reproductive problems we have to endure, even if we don't plan on having any ******** maggot offspring. It may be because my computer's ******** media player has decided to malfunction yet again which makes it impossible for me to listen to a full playlist on here, and I have to use that cunting Nero program instead. My head is hurting for no reason whatsoever, and I want it to explode. Right. Now.

********, see? It didn't happen. I am still here typing this ******** nonsense with an unnecessary amount of ******** words. I want to break something. I want to scream. I want to rip someone apart. I want this headache to go away. I want to fall into a ******** coma and not wake up for weeks. That seems like just the right thing for me right now. To be unconscious. Perhaps smashing my head against the desk enough times will let me do that. Great, now my jaw hurts because it's clenched. ********.

On top of that pile of nothing, I haven't been able to talk to Zohw for weeks now. I finally caught him online tonight, and we talked for maybe an hour (hardly anything compared to the 4 hours a day we used to do back in the spring) and my dad comes downstairs and kicks me off. I told him long ago that he should have gotten me internet in my own ******** room. Oh ******** well. Another missed opportunity to spoil me even more. Once he finished with the comp, I got back online and found that Zohw had already gotten offline. I say again, ********. ******** ******** ******** ******** ********. Why doesn't this ******** language have any other words that are more satisfying to say than ********?!!!

Excellent waste of bandwidth...or whatever it is that I just wasted. Because it was definitely something.

And if anyone dares say this is an emo thing, I will cut you with a machete. Not a ******** razorblade, got that? An emo thing would be a bit more whiny and a little ********. ******** YOU! scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream scream