I decided to work to forget about that guy! I already got one work, what will another do to hurt? Wallmart is my good bet cuz it's right next to my current job and I want to find someplace that I can just waltz in right after my current job. Man, this reminds me of a Korean song called Haru (one day) which the intro goes like: Love is hurting me, love is making me cry, if I had to forget all those remaining memories I cherish, love just cruelly passes by...
That song is so me now... I really liked him but because it's just my selfishness, stubbornness and pigheadedness that I still like him I guess. I never thought of his feelings and I know how it feels to not get a love returned. This is because he had a crush on my best friend in ninth grade and she didn't like him other than a friend. Then I started liking him and he does know how it feels. I guess this is why he tried to be "nice" about it and that ended up hurting me even more. It shows just how selfish and crass I am and it saddens me to say that no matter how I try to free myself from liking him, it makes me like him alll the more... my hope is that someday, I'll find a hypnotist that could erase memories and I can forget about him. But until then, I'll just work and work my memory out...
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