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Who would of thought,out of anyone that could get pregnant,that me,the goal oreintated acheiver,the big talker,the futar planner would get pregnant?.Well despite the situation of conceiving not being a pre-meditated plan i can't help but hold in my excited and joy.I mean words can't describe my boyfriend but i did always wonder what it would be like to have his child,and definatly what it would look like.You would think the news of yet another addition to the family,a sweet bundle of joy would bring feelings of happiness and uncontrollable joy.But yet the negetive fead-back of being a 20 year-old mother has smacked me in the face.Hard.My traditional father and easygoing mother have been butting heads over the issue since the news took flight.But when will they realize that this is my life.I'm not a kid anymore and i think it's fair to say that i have grown to be a good-mannerd adult.-Sigh-.I'm really ignoring the negetive people,no matter who they are,and putting them on the list of people that i will no longer associate with(even my father).A little sad that you have to cut people certain people off when they start acting like negetive a**-holes,but how can raise a child with such people?.There is no doubt that this is going to be a challenging yet joyous road towards motherhood.