Dear Japan, heart
We both know the past troubles we have had. I only wish you can forgive me for the times I didn't put enough effort into learning about you....
But I promise you, my Dear. Next year will be different, I will put in 190% effort into you.
It's funny, my mum says I should drop you, that you won't get me anywhere in life. I'll never drop you. You have my word.
Even though I've been in you twice already.. When I'm at home I feel like I need to get with you again. When I look at the photos of you and me together it makes me regret even coming back!
Alot of my closer freinds call me a fool for loving you. But they are fools. They can't see your bueatiful and intresting side behind the formal mask you put on most days.
I'm not infatuated as I once was. I really love you. But I've come to see some bad qualities over our relationship. You can be really mean sometimes... My freind said you hurt his feelings because of the colour of his skin, thats not very nice.
I'm sorry but if we are going to be together forever, I have to know if I can trust you to treat me good when I live with you. So, I'll be keeping an eye out for you sometimes. But I need you to know I still love you, and always will, I just need to take it slow with you for a while.
I'll still put up extra effort to get to know you, even though I've seen your darker qualities, I feel we can work this out.
Love, Robert heart
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