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Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag her/them in battles that I can't handle unless
I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some s**t ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
Now the Ja s**t i tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross and she crossed it
I heard her say my name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this s**t way beyond some Jay-z and Nas s**t
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone friendship to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I helped build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' ...
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Hazel told me stay calm, this just wasn't me
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While she's all over t.v. down talkin' a girl who literally saved my life
Like ******** it i understand this is business
And this s**t just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this s**t could pop off at any minute cuz
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's name in it
The s**t gets escalated, its not just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the Kin and Scar beef from happenin'
Me and Snow had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Scar started yappin' in magazines how he Blast him
******** it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be her ressurection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now her`s ******** the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the cousin of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well ******** it, that ******** can get it too, ******** her then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited Kin beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a song or up in a chorus
To show them we love her back and let her know how important it is
To have Runion Avenue Soldiers up in our corners
her loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
It ain't worth it I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love you too much to see the virdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If you can quit poppin' off at your jaw well then I can,
Cuz frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses friendship rest on my conscience cuz
  I Love You Truly Because I Know Jesus Christ Truly! <3  iKakashi iHatake · Sun Feb 14, 2010 @ 06:55am · 0 Comments |
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