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Do you dream
Every time you sleep?
Can you cry
Even while you weep?

Did you break
Every single day?
Do you wish
To run away?

Did you trust
Just to be betrayed?
Have you lied
because you were afraid?

Could you love
Just to feel their hate?
Were you crushed
By falling fate?

Did the world abandon you?
Have all the one's you loved gone too?
Are you too tired to even fight?
Do you wish to die tonight?

Does the sun
Ever make you feel cold?
Do you fail
when you do as your told?

Did you quit
For someone else's sake?
Do you give
More then you'd take?

Are you alone
Even standing in a crowd?
Did you change
Just to make others proud?

Were you used
By almost everyone else?
Do you mostly
Hate yourself?

Did your dreams abandon you?
Does even God ignore you too?
Has all the darkness drowned your light?
Can you say, “I'll be alright?"

Would you live
To spare others the pain?
Would you try
To keep trying again?

Would you swear
That you won't disappear?
I'm your friend
And I'm still here...

Is your wish
To just leave this place?
Will you lie
Even to my face?

Do you care
That I'm still trying to help?
Or are you dying
To please yourself?

Would you now abandon me?
Will you ignore my desperate plea?
What can I do to make you see?
That when you bleed your killing me

Cold as death
When I walk to your grave
Hating myself
Because I couldn't save

Wondering
How your cuts made you free
When its your death
That's chained to me