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what's the difference between sad and unhappy?
i'm not quite sure which one i am
but i think they're the same
if they are the same then i don't feel either
lemme see..
stressed
confused
afraid
yes, yes, and yes.
but out of all of this... im happy?
i think i am...
maybe not happy.
content?
i don't know...

when life becomes too perfect
you start to lose it.
you can't remember what was wrong, but you refuse to let go of the feeling that's something's wrong.
but you know what?
let go.
when you let go and stop thinking, stop analyzing, and stop worrying
life's gets to be perfect again.
the right amount of perfect: happy.
too perfect just sucks.
humans don't let their guard down.
no matter how perfect things get.
there will always be something hiding in the shadows
even if we know there isn't
we think there is.