Uh..oh..I don't know what is it with my ideas of fun. Now i Am starting to feel like a horrible person and, WOW, I am feeling guilt now. For thinking it would be fun to murder people. And for wanting to murder small animals!!! I don' get it though, murdering seems so fun. After the act though..I would feel guilty. Sometimes, I wonder if I should feel like a horrible person, for wanting to be cruel to feel in control and for thinking it would be fun while murdering people, and getting extremely mean until my demands are listened to. Sometimes, I come across strangers, and then think it would be fun to murder them. I would never ever murder, anyone though. Sometimes, I'll suddenly come across someone I know, and then I get reminded of the horrible things they have done to me, then I start day-dreaming of murdering them, and then I feel the emotion bliss out of my day- dreams of murdering certain people who set me off (sometimes), though sometimes my rage returns. I barely ever feel the emotion guilt and when I do, I feel bunches of it at a time. I want to be able to do whatever I want WITHOUT feeling guilt, it's not like I do things that are that much of a big deal without an extremely good reason.
· Fri Oct 23, 2009 @ 10:25pm · 0 Comments