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Today was awful, difficult--What more is there to say? I know I need to be optimistic, but it's just so complicated! I hate being sad all the time. I hate feeling like everyone's watching and judging every move I make. I hate feeling like I have no friends, even though I do have a few. Last night, my younger brother got his report card(Jack's in kindergarten), with all A's. I haven't had an A for over a year. I took a test at a school I might be attending next year and I passed out of algebra. I haven't even been in Algebra. My mom only said "Good for you," but when Jack got his report card we went out for ice cream. First of all, kindergarten isn't that difficult. Second, he get's praised even when he does bad stuff. Shut up. I mean, seriously, it's getting old. And it really bothers me. So, we went to get ice cream and I looked at myself in the mirror and almost, I was soo close, cried. I felt awful. I guess I was having a breakdown or something and so we left. And on the way home my mother would not leave me alone. Come on, gimme a break! Gahh. I feel like I'm babbling. Sorry. Thanks for listening though, it really helps to be able to get how I feel down and into words. ♥Panda BalloonieThings · Thu Apr 01, 2010 @ 01:09am · 0 Comments


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