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why do guys have to be like this??!! i like him more than any girl ever will. why cant he see that?! we are perfect for eachother. i love him. i know thats crazy to say, but i do. i care about him soo much. i wish he would give me a chance to prove to him that i can be a great girlfriend. did the whole night of june 17th mean nothing to him?? no, it has to have meant something, it has to! if it didnt, why would he have kept holding my hand and hugging me and putting his arm around me?? if i truly dont mean s**t to him, he wouldnt have, right?? mann, why couldnt that stupid girl stay in ******** australia? he probably doesnt even mean s**t to her!!! and he is my life. the reason why i breathe. the reason i get up in the morning. why cant he see this??! i ******** love the boy!!! i love love love zachary ray woods!!! why did everything change all of a sudden?? i hate life now, theres no point in doing anything right now. i would do anything to have him back, anything!!! i mean it. i miss him sooo much. i want to be the one he always talks about, the one he hugs just because he wants to, the one he holds in his arms, and the one he looks at right in the eye and tells me he loves me. i want things to go back to how they used to be. i miss himm soooooo much. and even more, i miss being happy......