Ma-drama ko danay. XD
To a friend,
I hope you know who you are, 'cause I don't like making the first move, but this might seem like making the first move; so I just want it to be clear that I don't care if you see this or not. I just want to give myself the gift of a clear mind. A "letting go", as some might call it. If you do see this, you can let me know somehow.
We don't get to talk much, do we? Ever since you've closed off on me, we don't get to talk, even though you're just a few tiles away. I said, it was all you, being an introvert and wanting your well-deserved space. We have those moments; I know I do, I don't know about the others. But I have learned that you get to know a person by talking to them. At that time, you seemed like a stranger to me. I didn't know you well enough. I was curious at what's happening in your life, but I supressed my curiousity and didn't say anything. It seemed to me that you still needed your space. But it was all getting...odd. I felt like you were in your own little world where we don't exist. Sure, you had new friends, I understood that you have found refuge in them. But, still, you made me feel like I don't exist anymore in your world and that hurts. I have lived a part of my life like that, and I don't want it happening again.