i lived a lie for him
to make him happy
so he never saw through me
so he never saw the real me
i fell in love and hoped for the same
but he was brutal and broke his lie
he could never love someone so different.
he got up and exited my life.
i thought he cared.
but i was wrong.
he didnt stick around to see how it would all end.
but i have to get used to him being gone
getting used to doing things without him.
its hard knowing hes gone
but ill break through
idk how he can go on without saying hed miss me
am i so wrong?
is my presence so annyoing?
so im moving accounts.
maybe he'll look for me.
maybe i lied
sometimes internet is a long step of waiting for them to come.
but he wouldnt/doesnt want a
train wreck like me.
never will.
never would.
 Queen Razorblade · Tue Aug 11, 2009 @ 11:28pm · 0 Comments |
