i love my girlfriend heart is that weird haha it feels good to be able to invest emotion and effort and love and time into something/someone and not worry about it paying off. well i wont waste your already waning attention on the devotions of my heart. this is so new and i am so glad. its always a while between my posts these days which makes me glad. the more i post the more i am worried. new years always makes me think about salinger. hes turning ninety-one tomorrow. i always drink tom collins to him all night since they are his favourite. im determined to find him and visit him one day in, north carolina i think it is. so happy birthday salinger. and i love my girlfriend. happy new year.