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Wandering Saio
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sometimes I cant stop thinking.
What would you do if you were not afraid?

I stumbled across this as as poster a few days ago. Haven't been able to get it out of my head since. I suppose its just me over thinking little things like normal. But that still begs the question what would I do if I were not afraid? It seems as though some times I have a fearless streak that runs from my ears to my toes. But mor times then not I get this annoying knot In my gut making my mind go nuts. Even if its just something stupid like cutting my hair short. Its just hair right? I guess one of the biggest things id do if I wernt afraid is id say to him "Hey dickhead, for some reason your special to me". Even then that's not something I should be afraid of. Yet every day there's that damn knot again, rendering me useless.
Then my chaotic head does a 180 and starts thinking about what else id do. If I was fearless I would have jumped a train a long time ago and just disappear like dust. Id never return. Id swindle my way across the ocean and team up with the Russian circus. Id spend my knights wandering the streets of Paris. Id spend time with the Monks. Id do all the crazy things people say they are going to do but never actually do. Id go wild. Id be free.

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