If anyone cares to read this, i just want to tell you how this issue was resolved.
I decided to seek council with a good friend of mine, who did nothing but point out that im a 'womanizing man-whore' for just leaving it up in the air with this girl; i wrote this off because this person spouts copious amounts of bullshit. After talking it out with her, however, i began to realize just how right my friend was. She managed to give me about half a page, 8 pt font, of why she was attracted to me and what made me so amazing to her. I was shocked and felt like the worlds biggest douche. That was just the tie breaker id been waiting for, so after some bets based off a math test, i decided to throw caution to the wind and ask her for another chance to get what i had been missing. She looked shocked as hell for a few seconds, then smiled and blushed as if her prayers had been answered. As she practically jumped on me, she said 'yes'.
Five 1/2 months later...
As of February 9, 2010, ive been the happiest ive ever been. Weve been going strong ever since and its totally changed me. I never planned on wasting time by falling in love; then again, no one does until it happens and that perfect person walks into your life, as if by divine intervention. Ive noticed how its changed her too; she smiles and laughs more than she ever did and she has much more self-confidence. This might attribute to other issues in her life, but i like to think i did my good deed for the millennium. She is the first girl ive ever fallen in love with and i want her to be the last. Her smell, touch, and taste are the best this world has to offer and her beauty in unchallenged in my eyes. She was willing to fight against everyone who said i was no good or wanted me for themselves, despite how i practically played her before. This girl has given me the best and most memorable time of my life; no matter what the future brings for us, ill go through hell and back to make sure i wont loose her again. She is truly amazing and wonderful; to this day, i still dont know why she chose me to fall in love with or why she wasted her time with a lost cause.
But i thank whoever runs this pathetic universe that she did.
Party 'till the Rapture
F.S
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Paradise Lost: How Life Kicks My a**.
For every action, there exists an equal and opposite reaction. This is a collection of past and present issues of my life that prove I must have done something irredeemably wrong to deserve this.
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