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I feel so stupid right know.I did something very wrong at the all nighter,I went all becouse of allyson.I broke my bf's heart i feel like killing myself idk what to do enymore.This is the 4th of july supose to be a happy day but everything went wrong at some 2:25 in the morning.He told me he will lose a arm and a leg to keep me safe.Ive never had experience like that be for.How can i let this go im emotional and everything.Day dreaming is comming iim haveing straight faces.
sorry,blame it on me
Im sorry for the times that i left you home.
i was on the road and you were alone.
im sorry for the times that i had to go.
im sorry for the fact that i did not know.
that you were sitting home wishing we.
could go back to when it was just you and me.
im sorry for the times that i neglect.
im sorry for the times i disrespect.

he got up and left you there alone
im sorry that you had to do it on your own.
im sorry that i wnet and added to your greif.
im sorry that your son was once a theif.
im sorry that i grew up way to fast
i wish i would,ve listen and not be so bad
im sorry your life turned out this way
im sorry that the FEDs took me away

i understand that there are some problems
and i am not to blind to know
all the pain you kept inside you
even though u might not show
if i cant apologize for being wrong then its just a shame on me
ill be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me
b-cuz i love fans ill take the plam
you can put the plaim on me
you can put the plaim on me
yea you can put the blam on me....DEDICATED TO JOHN BEY TUFF LOVE cry





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