Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Subscribe to this Journal
Sarah aka KinukiDK! Anything that crosses my mind really...


Rihanna Bae
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
story i wrote
After living for centuries, nothing really surprised me anymore. I knew that people were fake and selfish and those who weren't would eventually become so. I expected nothing, wished for nothing I just existed. The world was empty, lifeless and had lost all beauty. The hearts of people were corrupted and everything worth saving had long since been destroyed.

I wished for death every second I spend awake. But I still hadn't found a way. My very existence was a tragic one, but I had come to terms with my curse, a curse I had deserved and there was nothing there could be done. I had loved and lost and now I was doomed to lose forever. Never being able to take a hold of what I wanted, never being able to grasp the things that made life worth living. I had destroyed something precious and now I was destroyed forever.

My tears had long since dried up. My heart was broken beyond repair and I stumbled around roaming an earth I had no care for anymore. But no matter how low I had sunken into despair and hopelessness my mind was always clear, I had no refugee anywhere I wasn't allowed to give up.


So here I sit, in a crappy apartment, with an old dusty book and a pencil I stole at a deli. The cockroaches are everywhere, so damn hard to get rid of. Anticipating the rats arrival. Maybe mold too? How little I care. Haven't written in this damn book for decades, but I finally found something to write about. I have regained hope, or maybe not hope? Just the will to care, to live again, if only for a while.


IM CANTONESE <3


 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum